things always turn out wrong when you thought they've gotten better. just when things have started to peak, yesterday dad's condition got pretty bad, it landed him in the hopsital for the second time this month. i was already out for night shift and mum nearly wanted to call the ambulance but thank god for my aunt who was around. and this time it looks like he won't be out so soon.

apparently now it's not really much of the issues of the heart, but of the tongue and throat.
and it seems to be a complex, puzzling case that even the specialist cannot diagnose. the swelling and bleeding and i-dont-know-how-to-describe-how-his-tongue looks situation; i didn't expect that it'd be a case that they've never seen before.

of course that alone is enough to send mother into a frenzy paranoia and worry.

the good thing is that they said it's not cancerous.

but what the heck is it?

it gets me puzzled too. =(